One Year

So it's been one year this week since Adam and I broke up. I have had my ups and downs and destructive mode and I am now getting to a place in my life where I am happy again and getting things back to how they were before I dated Adam. My friends I am proud to say have been my best support system and lovingly listen to my drama. Financially I am filing for bankruptcy, I know I have been saying that for about a year now but I have finally saved up enough money to actually do it. At least I hope my next paycheck is enough so that I can do it. It is a bittersweet time for me because I miss Adam's two boys AJ and IAN. I hate it that they are in such a mess with their two parent's. I hope everything works out for the best in their case and that they grow up happy. Please pray for them for me. I am not sad about it being a year but proud I have survived and grown a lot from this experience. And I hope to never go through it again!!!

It usually takes me about a year to finally be over a guy. So seeing how I am over Adam and its been a year I am now ready to consider dating and actually go on dates and just have fun. I am not wanting a relationship just yet. I don't think I am ready for that. I am happy single and I love my independence. I know there are guys out there that like me but I am sorry to say I am just in friend mode right now and I don't mind going out and doing things but please don't expect anything else from me.

Another positive that has occurred is that I am going back to college, at least once I hear I have been accepted to college. I am not sure how this will workout with school and work but I am determined to do it and finish my degree in Criminal Justice. I am going for my BA. I am very excited about this and I am trying to decide what I want to do with my degree once I get it. Options I am considering are: Patrol, Narcotics, CPS, Under Cover, and maybe Auto dealers. I think there might be one or two more things I might want to try but can't think of them right now.

I am wanting to get rid of things out of my storage, anyone want a kitchen table with two chairs? Also I am thinking about selling my hide-a-bed couch from ikea. If you know anyone that is looking for either send them my way. Table selling for $75 and couch with storage ottomans for $400. I need to take pics of both and post them on craig's list.

Well that should be it for now and I hope all the drama has finally stopped and will just leave me alone. My life was sooooo peaceful and boring about 2yrs ago and I would like that back.